It’s creeping up on Midnight. My birth month is ending and I am preparing myself to face change head on!
This month, despite celebrating another year of life, I was forced to reflect on a lot. I also had to accept that I AM suffering from some form of postpartum depression/anxiety but it does NOT make me weak. It is now to the point where I’ve decided to allow myself to receive medication from my doctor.
Although I will be getting medicat
ion, I am ready to feel in control of my life again. I am tired of feeling lost and feeling like the victim of NOTHING. Maybe that’s not the case but that’s how I feel and I cannot live my life that way anymore.
So here are the things I will be doing to try and help myself.
- 12 Months to a Healthy Me
- Cardio, Cardio, Cardio (Because I need to run & sweat this bad energy off)
- Self-Care Sundays
And at some point, I’m going vegan again. I just need to indulge a little bit more. (Judge if you wish) I’m ready to feel better about myself guys. I cannot continue to live my life like this. No mommy can pour out of an empty cup.
Oh, and I’m going zero waste y’all! Haa.
Ok, more updates to come soon.